Friday, December 3, 2010


As you can see, I am very disappointed and angry as of now. But not at anyone - I am disappointed and angry at myself. 

First of all, my week has been just so full of ups and downs that I can't even remember what happened this week. All I remember is feeling happy one day, then sad the next, and then happy the following day. It all seems so crazy and weird. Maybe it's PMS. I wish I could tell PMS from my own personal mood swings. Maybe a few things ignited my crazy up and down week. I know not. I don't remember anything about this week. At all. maybe I'm too angry at myself. Maybe I'm overreacting. It's a stupid reason to be upset. (Or not. I can't decide.) I can't let things get me down so easily. 

I know usually I can tell you guys anything, but... I just don't feel like it today.

I need you guys to cheer me up. 

Well, at least I get to look forward to my birthday on the 16th! I shall be turning 15, and I'm getting 4 Frank Sinatra CDs. Me and my friends are going to the mall to have a huge game of hide-in-seek and then we are going to have pizza and cake; it's going to be epic. 

And also Christmas, because I'm getting the 50mm f/1.8 II lens for Ron (my camera).

Oh, and I've just finished the 30 letters challenge, so you'll stop seeing the floods of letters in your dashboard now and we'll be going back to regularly scheduled posts. 


Anonymous said...

Wish I could cheer you up! But I know exactly what you mean. My whole last couple months has been feeling like a roller coaster... No, not even that gradual. More like one of those heart graph things.

But I'm not here to complain about my life. I'm here to cheer you up!!! ...unfortunately I suck at cheering people up, at least electronically. So if I can't help, we can sit and be miserable together.

♫ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♫ ayu ♫ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♫ said...

i hope your day would be better tomorrow..

cheer up ok? it's not like its the end of the world to be that sad or disappointed at yourself..just be who you are ^^

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